So it has started, well actually it started a while ago but as per usual I have been slack at writing it on here!
A while ago I had a dream where my bubba crawled off the edge of a bridge, not so cool and ever since then I have been paranoid about him doing something like that. He is by nature a climbing kind of kid and into everything. I'm not sure if it is something all mothers (parents) experience, though I'm sure to one degree or another it is. But I'm sure that my fear of him hurting himself is far more significant than my husbands. I know you have to let kids be kids, but he is still so little (14 months) and doesn't really know that it's not cool to continually crawl onto the road or climb up the couch or any of the 1001 other things he does.
But fear, that heart beating in your throat, I-think-I-spew kind of fear well it's terrifying! Though I must admit, it has slowly faded back a little. Don't get me wrong, it is still right there, but it has faded so it's not so prominent and is not my first thought all the time! Hopefully it will get less and less as time goes on!
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